Seeing the Man in The Mirror is Killing Me Softly~

No no, don't worry. It's not an emo post. LOL.
More covers.

First up, this song has been stuck on my brain for days since MJ's death. Love the song. Very very nice.
However, it's just a small part so I'm not going to post it up on youtube. ^_^V

Man in The Mirror By Michael Jackson



Next is an old song. Also very nice. Be sure to check it out if you hadn't heard of this song.

Killing Me Softly Cover


Ps. It's time for me to move on. I think, some of you might actually be happy about that. ^_^

The Dark Side of The Moon

Caution: Emo Post - you have been warned.

Yes, it's time to empty my emotional bottle again. I'm sorry.
I can accept the saying "Things don't always go the way you want them to" but what happens when Things ALWAYS go against the way you want them.

Maybe it's because I'm really physically and mentally exhausted right now or maybe it's because I've overworked myself these two days and got home around 9pm... Just so I could take two days off to spend them with my beloved friends. Ugh... but one after another, I was let-down by numerous news. I tried telling myself that they've reasons and such... but I couldn't help feeling upset.

Urgh... I know, I such a selfish person, right? I'm not understanding at all. And when I'm upset, I started thinking nonsense again. But that's also because I'm so tired already. How many times have I initiated to talk...? How many times have I initiated to meet up...? And how many times have I been rejected?

How many times have you initiated to talk to me? How many times have you initiated to hang out...? Or have you given up trying because I couldn't go out due to circumstances? Sometimes, I feel like a fool... With the spotlight shinning on me, I'm dancing Tango alone... Just making a fool out of myself. I'm really exhausted. I won't chase after you anymore. It's not my style. Please, just let me be self-centered for this once... I'm sorry. I really AM tired.

A dear friend talked to me the other day when I was really low. She'd asked me what was the major cause of me being depressed. After trying to explain things to her, I just told her :"I just hate every part of myself!" or something like that. I appologize for having curse and swear so much recently. Having everything pile up on me at once is difficult for me. I have my limits too. I can't possibly give you an angelic smile and say :"Oh, everything's gonna be alright." I'm only a feeble human.

People used to scoff at me when I claimed that I've short temper. So, if you want to see the devil in me? You've got what you wanted. Please forgive me for giving up on you but I won't go that far for you anymore. It's gotta be a two-way relationship for it to remain strong. I'm not ending the relationship but just don't expect me to be... I don't know, committed?
** Do not assume that "you" is meant for an individual.

On a brighter note, I would like to thank three people tonight who've brighten my day. Mui Lin, Lyn and Garry. Thank you so much for making me feel much better even though you might not know it. ^_^

Ps. Mui, decided to post it up after all.

Saviour.

My emotional roller coaster plummeted down early this morning.
I fell asleep yesterday night without setting my alarm...
And thus, no surprise there when I woke up late today...

So, I rushed to the KTM station, with the hope of catching the 7.23am KTM.
But I found out that I've forgotten both my Touch n Go card and my office pass... T_T
After I got off the car.... (my dad drop me off)=.="
Both the cards are insignificant if I can just go KL Central.
Then, I remembered I've forgotten to place more money into my purse (I don't like carrying too much cash in my purse)...
I've got like RM3.50 and I need RM3.70 to reach KL central...
I rummaged in my bag to find twenty cents that will enable me to reach my destination.
But I gave up after searching my bag thoroughly...
I was in a dilemma... whether to contact my parents or to ask strangers if I can borrow twenty cents... or even to tell the officer there to pay twenty cents for me and I'll repay him when I get back...
I couldn't bring myself to all that... ugh... I'm such a coward.
I swear this incident is one of the top 5 silliest things I've done.

Then, I thought of my knight in shinning armour... I'm so so so so so sorry that I woke you up at 7am+ and ask if you could lend me some money... T_T
I really really grateful that you came to my rescue...
you've always been there for me... during physical probs and emotional probs...
Thank you so so much... I owe you lots... I really hope I can repay your deeds...

Love,
yenwoon

Rollercoaster Ride of Emotions

Emotions. So unpredictable. So unmanageable.
I was really under the weather (yes, again...) these two weeks...
and just one call had made me smile today.
At least, I can release a sigh of relief now.
At least, I can see a flicker of light brightening my path.
I'm not sure if it's God's will to make me go through this...
or whether my prayers had been answered...
or whether I deserve yet another "miracle"...
As of the moment, I don't really care...

I'm really grateful...
And perhaps, God knew that I've been feeling a little lonely these days...
and has granted me a companion, who has supported me all this time, to walk together with me on the path ahead...
It's also due to that friend that I've actually applied for the scholarship.
I thank you so very much. You know who you are. ^_^

More Covers...

I know it's been quite some time... So I did these today. So, erm, enjoy? LOL

*** Edited
Go The Distance
This is dedicated to all my friends who are facing a tough time right now...
It's also a kind of motivation for me to keep going on... ^_^

Uh... It's not very good... I've serious pitching problems...
Someone... teach me how to improve on that. T_T
Anyhow, if you think it's quite good... I might redo this cover...
Constructive comments are welcome. Thank you.

Next is 遇见 yu jian by 孙燕姿 Sun Yan Zi

When I heard this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aj2v40... by perfectjeanie.
It was played so beautifully I wanted to sing to it.
I know my singing didn't do her playing any justice but I hope you guys enjoy...
Please check her out. Beautiful girl playing the piano with such emotion... sigh... ^_^

An "Eventful" Day...

On the 25th of June 2009, I reached the KTM station around 6.53am just like every other mornings. (weekdays, of course) And my eyes almost bulged out of their sockets at the sight of the people at the KTM station... =.="
I assumed that the previous train got delayed and I was right. At that moment, the train to Port Klang arrived. Not feeling able to stand for one solid hour that morning, I decided to take the train to Kampung Raja Uda so that I get a seat in the train. Upon reaching the Kampung Raja Uda station the train to Sentul arrived (the one I'm supposed to take) and we (quite a number of people did the same) ran with all our mights towards the train.

But I completely forgotten I was wearing heels (not fit for running) and one of them flew away... I was completely frantic. I put it on and walked like a 60 year old grandma. =.=" Even an auntie gently told me to be careful and walk slowly... double =.=" So, anyways, I managed to get on the train and obtain a seat.

"Phew, now to sleep for an hour." Or so I thought.
Bloody h*ll. The train passed two stations and just after they've announced that we're about to reach Klang station, there was a power failure...!@?£#$!
A few middle aged man went down and we were puzzled at first... But...

More people started getting off the train.

So, I was like, "Oh, what the heck... might as well get off too. The god d*mn train's not gonna move."

But once again, the bloody heels hinder me... ish. Those are big, hard rocks. Ain't no good walking with heels. Curse the heels. Ugh. Or just curse me for having to wear them.

Leaving the train behind.

People claiming for refund for their tickets.

After that, I hestitated if I should go to work. After calling Andrew (my group head), I decided to, since Jason (the other temp staff in the group) was taking leave that day.

A man was asking if anyone wanted to take the bus and he was taking a taxi to Klang Central.
I hestitated for awhile and decided to hop on... =.=" I don't approve of my decision then but, ah well... Thankgoodness, the man was a nice guy.

On the taxi.

There's always time for a little camwhoring. ^_^

So, I hopped onto a bus and off we go to KL.

Traffic Jam... as expected.

It was early in the morning, and I was so tired already.

Stopped at Asia Jaya. Took the LRT to KL central and I reached my office safe and sound.

Thank god for that... but I was exhausted.

Conclusion? Our KTM bloody !£#!?*& s*ck...

I knew it all along. But sheesh... seriously... Won't the government do something about this.

Please, the citizens beg of you... stop wasting your time on political scandals and what's not...

and LISTEN, for god's sake, to the people....

Remembering him for his Music~

I had doubts about his virtues but a friend of mine told me to remember him as a great musician... and I after watching this video... I truly believe that's right...
Because, his greatest virtue is his music... Thank you, MJ.